Another One Bites the Dust--All Aboard the Dallin Train!

Man, I don't know what I was thinking. Let's be honest...did I really think that I could marry anyone else but Dallin? I have never been more determined and focused on waiting for Dallin. I can COMPLETELY understand how girls get married at a year and a half. I still love Dallin, but from what I can remember of him, it's pretty vague. I don't like saying "I know I need to marry Dallin" but I do WANT to really bad still. And I can't see myself falling in love and getting to know someone well enough to marry them before the 9 months are up. Plus, from the past boys that I have dated, I don't think anyone is going to be as good for me as ma boi Dullin. I give at least 70% of the credit to Dallin. His letters keep me going. They are so full of love and hope that it's hard to see how I would want anything else. I give 20% of the credit to myself. Sometimes, I just have to say no. And I give 10% credit to the Littlefield's and other's who are supporting me, and 10% to just not finding anyone right. Whether that be through God, or through fate, either way, no one is doin' it for me. I really do think I will wait. Now, if I don't wait and I have to read this post, I can have a good laugh. If I do wait GOOD JOB GOO!!! WOOHOO!!! I'm so happy for you. :)