Open to Public!

Welcome one and all. I didn't ever think I would make this public. I figure what is it going to hurt though. I feel a bit like I need to be more conservative now. Now, that people will be reading this. Strangers. I am from a small town, and I like normal, no change, same friends, familiar lifestyle. This is stepping out into the world a bit. I don't know why but you should probably know some big things about me. I have a missionary serving for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I go to Brigham Young University. I am the most predictable Latter Day Saint. With the most predictable life, and I love it. I am confident so if you have questions just ask.

Diary Of A Missionaries Girlfriend

     Well, it has been ages since I have posted last. Now that I have a job over the summer that I have a lot of free downtime though I can now publish a lot more posts. So, this post is going to be about what it has been like being a missionaries girlfriend. So far it is not as hard as everyone says. I have been preparing for this for a long time. I feel this made the transition a lot easier. Months 1-6 were great! I felt like this experience was going to be a breeze. Getting letters was really exciting and I was confident in waiting. I don't think other boys are as cool as Dallin either. They're really nice, but I don't think it's possible to like someone as much as Dallin. He is my first love and we molded each other to perfection (personally). I don't want to get lonely though. That seems to be where everyone else falls off. I am going to go out with these boys. Give them a chance, and if I don't feel like they are as fit for me as Dallin. I won't date them, and if I do...I'll get married to someone and be stupid. :)
     Now that you have gotten the run down of what it is like to date and be a missionaries girlfriend. I want to shed some light on the feelings of my "mg" experience. In some ways I feel like I am still dating Dallin. I love him and I let him know through emails and supporting him the best I can. At the same time though, I am way too lonely to claim having a boyfriend. So, there is a contradiction in my head on how to handle myself. I have faith though that the things that I am learning now will help me in the future. I don't feel like I am wasting time. I feel this is the best thing for me to do at this time. One of these days I will write a post with all of the cute things Dallin has said in his letters and you will see how special I still feel. I am so glad to have my missionary. He is by far the best thing that has happened to me. I am blessed!